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HI! :D thanks for looking at this post! here is my problem:

since december, I have developed a crush on my 50-60 yr old gym teacher. I don't want you to think that I am a freak. I know it's wrong and hope that it woun't esscalate. It's just that he kinda has a repulation (well at least with my friends and I) for being a huge flirt with the girls and paying attention to them more but he is married. he has a family but we still think that he is kinda odd. He teaches the older classes and now I have his class. He is nice to everyone but I talk to him alot and I feel uncomfortable being in that class becuase I am a huge clutz and I feel that he could be staring at me even though I feel like I am being stupid. He gave me a nickname and sometimes we talk. I have fantasies about him but I know I would never even let him touch me. He isn't really attractive and yet, I guess I am still drawn to him by his attitude. I like going to the class, but I want to get out of it when I am there and when I'm not, I wanna go back. I think he is a really nice guy and I really don't want him to ever find out how I feel about him. I have kept this crush to myself because I am worried it will spread. Should I just enjoy this crush or try to get over it? any ideas? thanks for reading about this problem and thanks for your personal opinion. THANK YOU! :D