Who am i?
Ever since i've started seeing the world and everything around me..I start to question my existence and why im here. I cant help but think im set here on earth for a reason and aliens far off in another planet one day are gonna come and take me away. It might sound totally crazy to you, but i really do believe this. When i look around at the things humans do i always think its weird..or different but i cant apose it to anything because i dont know any more. I watch paranormal tv shows and read books and magazines about it so it will bring me closer to them. I know there out there since we are 1 out of the millions of solar systems in our universe, but i cant learn to accept the fact that im here on earth and this is where im staying. am i normal or what?
Let me recommend two books: Sophie's World, by Jostein Gaarder and Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance by Robert Pirsig. These two books are both great introductions to philosophy which tell you how the ideas of one thinker built upon the ideas of another and they can really help you to see the world in a whole different way. I think these books might help you a lot more than the paranormal magazines. But keep reading those magazines and watching those shows if you want people to think you are weird.
Oh, and I too think there must be aliens out there because of all the billions of stars and the fact that at least one planet, the Earth, has life. I think they probably know about us too. But as for what they look like and if people get abducted? Who knows? I think those are unlikely stories though.
You may not get taken off earth in your life time - so best thing you can do to pass the time is try to develop your non-human traits as much as possible to use as an advantage over full humans.
Wish you well.