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Ever since I hit puberty I've always fantasized about my younger sister. It started out when I turned twelve or thirteen. All I could think about was sex. But my parents were very conservative and they never talked about any of that stuff with me. Plus we were homeschooled and I never had an opportunity to go out. Heck, I couldn't even sneak a glimps of a porno mag from a friend because the extent of my world was practically to the end of my yard until I moved out. I think the first time I was a picture of an actual naked woman was when I was 18. Eighteen! For goodness sakes. The best I could do in those lonely times was sneek a peek at a ladies underwear ad in those advertisments that come with the sunday paper. And I did use those most of the time. But sometimes I thought about my sister. I mean she pretty much was the only real female that I had an opportunity to interact with. So I thought about her sometimes when I was horny. I know its gross. And it freaks me out when I think about it. But now its one of my favorite fantasies. Me and my sister doing it. I know my parents tried to shelter us from all the "bad" things that could happen/a kid could hear growing up but now I have some resentment toward my parents because I think they really messed me up. So my question is this. Does any one else struggle with these type of feelings for a sibling? Oh and by the way, I have never laid a finger on my sister and never will. I find the idea repulsive. Its strickly the fantasy of having sex with her, nothing more.