IIN Addiction
After being here for well over a year now, I think my IIN addiction is getting a little too much.
Thing is, I just got back from my friends house and what do I do? No, I don't check my email or myspace I go on f**kin IIN! And to my "surprise" I find that no one has recently commented on one of my stories. I immediately loved the site like my grandmother when I first came on and now it has just turned into an addiction. I'm on a lot and in the chat and I now realize that I am too much involved with it and probably will never leave. And you may ask then "What will he do to stop?" No not kill myself (as most of you would probably suggest) or just leave or find another site. I'm just gonna keep on f**kin posting and carry on my addiction with IIN and not think twice about it.
This site is cocaine to me. You keep coming back for more and then when you're done using the cocaine (when people stop posting on your stories or everyone leaves the chat) you post more and comment (getting more cocaine) and you get happy and excited. So its a cycle and a cycle which will never stop!
So, all you great people on IIN...should I pop the question? Yes I should...
IS IT NORMAL?
Sometimes you have to hit rock bottom in order to get better. If you have some time, maybe you could stay on IIN for extended periods of time until you're sick of it. This includes doing nothing but IIN (other than your essential responsibilities like working, going to school, caring for your pet, and other necessary duties). Don't eat that much, get little sleep, don't have sex, don't talk unless you have to, email only if absolutely necessary, don't watch TV, don't listen to music, or anything else that you enjoy doing. Only do things that are absolutely necessary during your deconditioning and reconditioning phases. This is hardcore IIN boot camp. Take this very seriously if you want to get better. Cut your hair very short or shave it off if you're a gentleman. Keep your hair simple and no makeup if your a lady. No cheating whatsoever or you will have to start from the beginning. Going through this HELL will make you realize that you don't need IIN. You just use it every once in a while to pass the time when you're not doing other things. Good luck and tell us how it works out. Stay strong and make us proud!
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