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Well i ran out of room so i finished that last post off real quick, but i feel there is allot more to tell about my story, To go into the way i think deeper, i would have to use an example. About 3 years ago i went to a girls party with some friends and this one pretty nice looking one was all over me and i felt a little uncomfortable but not to much because she was making allot of the moves. Well things got a little heavy and we went up stairs and i knew what was going to happen next, but i just couldn't do it. We had just met and i knew she was drunk and still to young and i could think about is will she regret this and always think of me as the guy who took advantage of her? Well i told her i could not do it and she called me the next day groaning because her head hurt from drinking telling me she does not want to see me anymore because her friends thought i was a wuss or a wimp for not going all the way. She did not tell me the real reason i said above but i later found out from a buddy that knew her. Passing up experiences like that on more than one occasion made me miss out on a lot of experience and it all boils down to that dream relation ship i talked about. I want to be able to hold her and make her happy, i want more than superficial stuff. When i date i date intending and hoping to be with that person for ever. Now this wont work for me because maybe i think to old for my age or just different all together...