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ok, well this probably wont make sence, Im just gonna type what I think of and what not.

Well I have a friend Jason, hes by best friend. im in 11th grade, weve been best friends since 8th grade. well I hate his guts. I feel like he is always critisizing me and everything I do is beneath him and he is the best. hes always been mean to me and Ive always just took it. he makes fun of me and points out my flaws and laughs at them but then says hes kidding and he gets other people that we are with to agree with him and I feel absolutely like dirt. When we talk about this and he says he feels the same way. When he is around I go into quiet mode and dont talk or anything. he doesnt stop talking seriously, not a moment of silence. and he feels like I just say bad things about him and like i hate him, which I do but thats not the point. I just keep to myself and let him do his thing. i hate being around him sooo much I feel like I should stop talking and hanging out with him completly, but he is like the only person I hang out with, and he hangs out with everyone else i would hang out with. and I think they like him better. I feel like never being around him but hes always there, I cant escape him. I was debating whether i should kill him or not, if hes gone I wont ever have to worry about him. But idk if thats good, I think, why do i care? if he does this to me why do I let it effect me? idk why, but it does. and like when we hang out with other people, I cant say a thing, he just says something back thats insulting me and make me feel absolutely terrible. Well from what you hear, if you were in my position what would you do?