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This is some hypnotizing sh1t
I was severely abused as a child, and I have difficulty going through daily life because everything reminds me of what happened... it was 7 years ago that it stopped... but


I am in a therapy that puts me in dream sleep while awake... while in this state a woman names off objects, people, places, things I normally avoid, I then have a conscious dream of something that happened that I forgot. So we can try to erase it from my memory.

with this, I remembered being in the hospital a day after I was BORN!!! and things when I was three months old, things I never knew happened, but have been confirmed as happening.

but sometimes the abuse I tried so hard to forget comes up, and once it's up... it wont leave... I'ts like having your brain trapped in a horror movie... you react in body but you are in no real danger at the time.

I hate myself still though, each 'image' I see, the more hopeless and unwanted I feel. Does anyone else do emdr? And does it actually work for you?
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JanIAm (10668)
2008-02-04 11:10:58
Homer, you're starting to scare the shit out of me. Occasionally, you actually make sense.
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JanlAm (11976)
2008-02-04 11:24:56
Homer, you're starting to scare the sh*t out of me. Occasionally, you actually make sense.
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Chris_Ufc (8299)
2008-02-04 11:25:16
LoL bullshit... 2nd day of life? Thats impossible. Forgeting your past is not going to solve the problem you just need to learn to accept it and put it behind you.
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JanIAm (10668)
2008-02-04 11:38:22
Homer, you've made me lose track of the number of times I've had to change my banner color, you evil little fucker.

BTW, not my post, but you already knew that.

And what IS your fascination with me? Aha! It's my spunky wit and saucy brilliance and allure that has you intrigued, isn't it? I understand. I know you're actually quite the sweet, sensitive dear; it will be our special secret.
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JanIAm (10668)
2008-02-04 12:05:37
JaNIGGERLOVER. I like that. I see this as the beginning of a wonderful friendship. I anticipate many lovely tributes to waft my way in the near future. Unfortunately, they will likely take the form of many a foul porn link and pictures of herpes lesions, but I'll take what I can get ;-)
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JanlAm (11976)
2008-02-04 12:21:38
Jan*****LOVER. I like that. I see this as the beginning of a wonderful friendship. I anticipate many lovely tributes to waft my way in the near future. Unfortunately, they will likely take the form of many a foul porn link and pictures of herpes lesions, but I'll take what I can get ;-)
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nearly (10533)
2008-02-04 13:02:40
@: JanlAm
JanlAm (11976) that is.


You are so phucking sad I actually believe you are dot123. I cant immagine there are two different people with the same low mentality.
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JanlAm (11976)
2008-02-04 13:33:27
@: nearly
I know that if I offered you my arse hole you'd turn me down because I'm not a 10 year old boy.
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BlondeandBlue (13242)
2008-02-04 17:37:07
If one has a shitty childhood being abused how can one make friends? His social skills must be at an all time low.
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JanIAm (10668)
2008-02-04 21:25:56
Homer, you confound me. Is this your equivalent of board and forum foreplay? Are we engaged in a saucy online game of swap the banners and run giggling into the cyber night? OK. TAG! Your turn, naughty nigger baiter!
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