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i think i have a really big problem with jealousy. me and my boyfriend have been going out for 9 months now. he use to be really bad before. he had another girlfriend. but she lived in a different country. she was just a myspace girlfriend but he was really inlove with her before. i know it was stupid of me for letting him do that to me. but i love him. i couldn't break up with him. i knew about her, i even read her txt msgs to him. he let me read it. it hurt so bad. :( i kept telling him to break up with her but he wouldn't. he loved her. she didn't know about me. that was pretty low of me huh? anyways, after like, two months, she found out about us. so she broke up with him. i was really happy. but i knew he still loved her. and he did, really. he still sent her msgs in myspace and sent her txt msgs. he lied to me. he told me that they weren't in touch anymore. he was still saying i love you to her and all. now, i don't know if he's still loves her or what. coz i'm in a different city now. but he's changed alot. he's a really good person now. i can tell he loves me alot. but i'm still not sure if he still loves that girl.

even though she's out of his life, i still get jealous. i'm still jealous of her. so much! super duper. sometimes i even think about breaking up with my boyfriend coz i can't seem to get her off my mind you know. i can't stop thinking of what he did before. it's really hard and it stresses me out. i don't know what to do. i don't think it's normal. i think it's insecurity. help =/