kill yourself, i was in your situation, in my peak of depression, i was actually going to kill myself with carbon monoxide, i ordered the materials to do it and everything, then the depression slowly faded, now i can't bring myself to do it anymore, my advise, kill yourself while your still depressed
This is about as minimalistic a post as they come -- i.e., there's nowhere near enough information provided to give anyone a chance to suggest any advice. We have no information about you or your friend's ages, whether you're male or female, what precisely you mean by "strong feelings", nor anything about her relationship with her present boyfriend. Details, details...
I agree with the last comment but, all in all your fucked for now. I had the same problem. I liked this girl and I did get to asking her out and all that shit and she hooked up with this guy and now she lives 8 hours away so now I I have no shot but shit happens. The only thing you can do is be friends and get to know the person and if the preson dumps the other person you can be the rebound person, the shoulder to cry on
Wait a minute!
There's nothing funny about a gambling addiction.
Vote "no" on Indian gaming laws.