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I have some weird thing (a diagnosis) where certain things (textures especially) affect me in a different way they affect most people...

if i even look at a brillo pad i can feel it scraping my teeth, sand makes me gag if its in my hands.... sea weed makes me have a panic attack, grapes and bananas make me have a panic attack...

but it also involves eating (and swallowing) things that arent edible.... this is the worst... certain types of plastic in certain clear colors, boogers, my own fingernails, certain scented lotions, pot (weed) stems, face cleaners, and wax....

i cant stop there is no treatment for it... does anyone else do this weird sh*t. i dont do it in public... ive got that part under control... but when i'm out i will buy a piece of plastic or wax to take home and eat in private.

ive been hospitalized for drinking face soap... but i couldnt not drink it..... its a compulsion...... help


im 20 years old and have had this since I was about 3 years old.

i know it's f**ked up... so I dont need you to tell me again... i just want to know who has it and how they stop the urges.