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Cutting

Okay, I have a cutting problem. The first time i cut myself it felt good, addicting, so i did it the next day. I promised i wouldn't do it again. But last night i did it again. I tend to snap at people, and get mad easily, then i go in my room, when i am depressed and do stupid sh*t. I have tried to commit suicide so many times. Im surprised im still alive. Pretty pathetic when you cant even kill yourself right?
anyways.
I dont know what to do. My mom said shes going to submit me into a heath facility if i dont stop. It just..It feels good after a rough day. ya know?
and i have a horrible past. I was sexually abused everyday for four years by my dad. Which has made me to become the person i am. I dont know what to do.

Help?
Thank you.
Courtney
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Comments (14)
Xerxes (11901)
2008-07-26 18:29:37
To fix you're Problem kill you're father for what he did if he's already dead kill a random person to lash out you're anger toward him.
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cpg123 (15225)
2008-07-26 18:39:40
well its not normal to cut but many ppl do it just find a new way to feel better or talk to some1 about it
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WarLord (13444)
2008-07-26 19:41:53
I feel really bad for you.

Does your mom know what your dad did to you?

I would say you need to see a therapist and get on anti-depressants.
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WarLord (13444)
2008-07-26 19:42:41
PS Your dad needs to be fucking castrated!
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cookeh_dough (15332)
2008-07-27 14:37:42
Yes, my mom knows. She dosnt know what to do though.

Thanks for the advice.
=)
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cookeh_dough (15332)
2008-07-27 14:38:13
Ah, where will that get me though? Prison? I think i'll pass, thank you though =)
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Orochimaru (9975)
2008-07-27 16:55:04
I would go to the health thing. And the abuse your father did may be the cause. Therapy is the only solution....
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WarLord (13444)
2008-07-27 17:35:23
Yeah, sorry. Disregard that statement. I just got a bit upset about what you wrote.

Hope everything works out for you.
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cookeh_dough (15332)
2008-07-27 21:42:59
Yeah.
He pissed me off though, saying im imagining things, and has the slightest nerve to tell my mom im just looking for attention.

Pisses me off.
But i think i will do okay.
I really need to stop with the cutting thing though.
Its nice to know somebody out there actually cares =)
thank you.
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ABluigi (15356)
2008-07-27 21:50:04
wat ur dad did to u is fucked up but that doesnt makevu tha person u will become u jus let that get tha best of u. insted of cuting ur self why not devote ur self to becoming someone that help stop shit like that from happening like a consler or somthin

Yea i know we all have rough days and all but i dont go around cutting my self, i roll a blut and smoke out and watch comedy central (which is not tha best thing ether but it doesnt threatin my life)

i know wat u went through
hurt by someone u loved
alone and confused
but there are people that care ur jus not lookin good enough

Sinserly, Luigi
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cookeh_dough (15332)
2008-07-28 16:03:04
I know. I need to stop.
your completely right.
thank you. =)
have a nice day :]
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Potato (7428)
2008-07-30 09:22:24
@: cookeh_dough
I may be the only one who has the balls (or the nerve) to say this, but if cutting keeps you alive in especially bad times, its a sacrifice worthy to take. Cutting and suicide are different things, I'm sure you know. If you feel suicidal, just be discreet and stay healthy.
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WarLord (13444)
2008-07-30 09:28:29
@: Potato
Hey, welcome back Potato :)
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cookeh_dough (15332)
2008-07-30 11:35:00
@: Potato
Yes. :)
but im trying to stop.
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