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i am very attracted to women, howver, i like to look at shemale porn alot, i do not find men attractive at all and i have had many relationships with women and i think about them(women) almost all day everyday but when i look at porn i tend to like shemale porn i doltn think i would like this kinda thing in real life though since i love women so much... Is the normal??
If you think it's normal, then you do have some homosexual tendencies although you're only attracted to those with female and feminine appearances.
If you think it's not normal, the best advice is to get a girlfriend and getting started in safe sexual relationships.
You probably start whacking off to shemale porn at somewhat an early adolescent age and has somewhat got stuck there due to lack of experience with normal women.