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Okaaay let's get started. There is, or there was a guy, he is 6 years older than me, and believe me, he has had a lot more experience. He tried to get to know me about a year ago but I was already in som kind of relationship. So I kind of just blew him of. Then 7 months ago I saw him again, and we started talking. He has been writing to me all the time, and I kind of started to develop feeling for him. 2 months ago, right before I was going away for a month, I found out that he had a girlfriend, so I stopped writing to him. Even though he kept telling me that I should have taken him when I had the chance. We didn't talk the month I was away, but started talking as soon as I got back home. He said that he had broken it off with the girl, and it was true, cuz one of my friends knows the girl. So at one party we hooked up, we only kissed, nothing else. He told me that he hoped somthing good would come out of this and that he had been trying to get my attention for over a year. That was all good, BUT he didn't tell me that he had straightened things out with the girlfriend and that they got back together right before we hooked up!! She was even at that party!! I didn't know what to do, and she was/is of course pissed of, but I really didn't know. I never spoke to him again.. hmm.. UNTIL two weeks later I met both of them at another party. Not together. Obviousley. On my way home he made a weird comment which made me angry, cuz I had not really realized that they were not together. So the day after I called and told him everything I thougt of him. I don't want anyone to disrespect me, no matter how much older they are. But we figured it out. I got to know him a bit better the next couple of weeks. He was really sweet and I really believed the guy liked me. The reason I am writing this is that I haven't heard from him for 5 days. He does not answer my messages or anything. He has been talking abou that he doesn't want all these girls, he just wanted a serious relationship now. Was I a fool for falling for it? The last thing he said to me was that he was afraid to fall in love... What?? Who isn't?? hmm... well I dont know what to think of it anymore. Have I done something? Said something? Is he back with her? Has he ever really liked me?? Or what is up with all that, I truely don't get it... I swore that I would not fall for him, cuz he IS older than me, he HAS been with a lot of girls and he IS good looking... But guess what, I did fall... This is the worst part... I can't get him out of my mind right now... This might seem weird... But I honestly dont know what to do... What should I do?? Everybody's saying forget him, but it just isn't that easy... Plz Plz give me some answers.. I'm lost right now.. I just need some comments from people I don't know... Thanks guys..