Turning on strangers, and others I can't have
I have a huge thing about turning on strangers, and people that I can't have (married men, etc.). When anyone has some kind of positive reaction to something sexy that I'm doing, or I catch them looking at me, it gives me the best feeling in the world. I never pursue these people, I've had a boyfriend for 3 years and I've never cheated on him, and never would. Though the biggest fantasy I have is turning on someone who I can't have, or who I'm not "supposed" to have. Just knowing that they're thinking about having sex with me is a huge turn on! Is this normal?
You've got to either control yourself, or try to spice things up with your boyfriend--maybe arrange to both be in the same place at the same time, and flirt with him as if you don't know him (with cool disguises maybe?).
My advice? Spend more time turning your man on with new sex expiriences and outfits.