Hate
I'm a girl and I hate like 99% of my gender so I don't really talk to girls. I don't talk to guys either cuz I have an impression of most them being pricks and the other half I don't think I talk to cuz I feel like I won't say the right things I don't even love my own family as much anymore, and I throw tantrums by scratching the walls and banging my head against solid objects which makes me feel better I fantisize of people dieing and of blood and torture I never done drugs or any of that sort and I get pissed over the smallest things even when a friend can't come over is this normal?