the urge to kill
I'll admit it, I have red hair. All my life I've been picked on about it and I think it has had a serious psychological effect on me. I have anger issues and I constantly think about killing people. All I want to do is play videogames where I can kill a person and pretend its somebody else. I think that one day I might snap and I'll come to school/work or wherever I please,and I'll kill people just for the hell of it. Then I'll run from the cops and kill anyone and everyone no matter what age. This has been a fantasy of mine for quite some time now as I have easy access to guns and I could do this without any challenge what so ever. So my question is, is it normal to want to kill people and run from the cops and die in shoot out like in the movies?
thats the cure
im the kinda nice and quiet guy, but in my class
there are these 2 realy agressive punkers
and always if i get irritated n stuff i dun let anyone notice it but in my head i can just see images of trowing em on their belly on the ground and then grab theyr arms from the back put my right feet on their backs and break their arms, or sometimes i feel like just shootin every damn mofo in the room ^^
well if ya do it... i dont blame ya, just be shure not to kill the people who never did somethin wrong to you..... couse then its unfair to them...
BUT IT WILL GET BETTER I'M NOT SURE HOW OLD YOU ARE BUT AS YOU GET OLDER PEOPLE AREN'T AS CRUEL, SOME GIRLS LIKE RED HAIR ESPECIALLY CURLY RED HAIR AND IF YOUR A GIRL MEN LOVE IT. BUT AS A CHILD OR TEEN YES IT BECOMES A BURDEN. BUT IT WILL GET BETTER.
PLAYING VIDEO GAMES LIKE VICE CITY ETC ONLY INCREASE THE FANTASY TO AN UNHEALTHY LEVEL IF HATE THOUGH IT CAN BE FUN BUT IF YOUR UPSET IT ONLY EXASERBATES THE HATRED. FIND PEACE WITH IN YOURSELF AND FIND A BOOK CALLED FEELING GOOD BY DAVID BURNS AND CHANGE YOUR THINKING AND THE REST WILL FOLLOW THE ONLY PERSON KEEPING YOU FROM BEING HAPPY IS YOURSELF, STOP TELLING YOURSELF NEGATIVE THINGS BECAUSE LIKE MOST PEOPLE YOU PROBABLY HAVE SOME GREAT QUALITIES THAT WILL SHINE THROUGH ONE DAY!
Work like you dont need the money.
Dance like no one is watching.
Love like you've never been hurt.
Live your life while you still have it.
-dirt dobbler
when i do see my wife with another man it makes me want to have sex with them too