I want to be beaten up.
Its not sexual, its just a lot of guilt about how ive screwed up in my life.
I feel like being beaten might make me feel a bit less guilty.
Don't give me that bullshit, we all know you're in it for the sexual gratification you'll get from the stranger that comes to beat you up out of the blue in his tight karate robe with a slight buldge right below the belt that strangely glows with the light of temptation to which you are succombing ah yes go in deeper yeahhh closer tap it tap it tap it tap it