On Monday mornings, I like to walk by construction sites in the hope that something falls on top of me. Not anything heavy, like a cinder block...Something like a 2 x 4. An object that wont cause too much damage. Is that normal?
Maybe you want to be physicaly stimulated! pain is kind of exotic that way. IT's like getting in a fight. Kind of reminds you that your alive. and sometimes awkward bizare things like that, things that are one in a thousand chance, are kind of fun. Maybe?
It is not normal to want to be hurt. Try talking about your feelings with someone you trust. Maybe even see a phyciatrist. There is no shame in seeing one. It proves you care about your self.
Ummm. Ever felt a 2x4? The things can get pretty heavy, especially at the length used at a construction site. Also, they have sharp edges. Maybe you want to wear a safety helmet.
same here