Want to stop my gay tendencies
I never had much luck with girls sexually so out of curiosity i went on a gay chat web site. I talked to a guy 4 a while we met and gave each other head. Afterwards I felt wrong about it not because society or religion deems it wrong it just felt wrong. But afterwards I was still turned on by gay sex, but I've had girlfriends. Eventually i was going to have sex with one of my gf but I couldn't get it up when it came down to it. Initially I was ready to go but I guess I got nervous. I want to be straight because I just do. But I get turned on by gay sex and i couldnt get it up with a girl so I'm just worried. Is there a way to stop the gay tendencies?
PS use condoms all the time..
peace
It's very rare for anyone to be completely straight. Even the commentors who act out of anger towards you most likely have had or will have some kind of gay thoughts/feelings at some point in their life. (Don't deny it or I'll call you an ignorant idiot and then show you proof for what I say)
You're probably just really nervous. It's a bit hard to become erect when excessively nervous. The reason why you could do something sexual with the guy was because he probably didn't give you much reason to feel nervous. Even if you felt bad about it afterwards, in the moment you didn't really have to worry much about whether you were "doing it right" or if you'd fail. There wouldn't be much pressure to perform.
I suggest you read some on how to pleasure women. You'll probably find the reading to be enjoyable and you'll have more confidence the next time you have a sexual encounter with a girl. Also, you don't have to have sexual intercourse everytime you do something sexual with a girl. You can explain to her that you're more nervous that most guys about sex and ask her if it'd be ok if you two did other things. Then you can use the knowledge you gained from reading about it and put it into practice.. (fingering her and eating her out) When you realize that you've satisfied her and she's been able to satisfy you, without the pressure of sexual intercourse, then you can take it a step further. She will have to be at least somewhat understanding of the situation though and not judge you harshly for your being the way you are. It's more normal than you might think.
Btw, I'm not gay and I'm not bisexual. I don't really have any desire to have any gay relationship or to have sex with other guys, but I see no reason to hate those who do. People who hate others for this sort of thing usually have low self esteems themselves so they cowardly pick on those who they think they can get away with insulting. They should feel ashamed. They are immature and pathetic.
Find out what it is that turns you on about gay porn... like if it that it is taboo- and many times that is the aspect that turns you on- then do something like bang a chick in the woods in the ass and then poop on her or some weird shit.