Friends Hate Me
My life is falling apart....
Depression is all that is left of this once nice, cheerful but sometimes shy indvidual.
I'm 21 years old, I work with my friends in my home town.Life was good we would work our hours then have some fun after and even during work, go out at weekends together and enjoy the quiet yet partying lifestlye we've lived since finishing high school.
The main incident that has left me feeling awful was a fight that broke out between a workmate and over something stupid on a weekend booze session, this work mate i consider a friend i can no longer look in the eye, Even though he told me too forget it.
This upset my work life and made things worse when i felt like everyone was turing against me now i feel i have no friends left after 4 weeks things just seem to be getting worse and worse.
I even just had a argument with my best-friend who my parents have been saying was trouble from day one.
I feel so lonely and i don't want too return too work for fear of talking behind my back, stares and even what i might say too make things worse!
I know this sounds silly, My life was'nt perfect before but it suited me now this upset has thrown things all off and ruined my life for the past 4 weeks.....i just don't want to be alone not anymore.
I won't pretend to completely be able to understand how you feel because I am obviously not you, but I bet you will be happy sometime again in the future. Just get through this.
I think you might consider another job and keep in mind that co-workers are just that, nothing more. You can socialize if you choose but real friends are found among greater avenues than work. I say fuck them all and you need to get out more on your own and meet new people.
Step 2: Put gun to head.
Step 3: Pull trigger.
Step 4: ??????
Step 5: Profit.