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Hello,
I have a small problem! I am married and have 3 children. I have a best friend that I've been friends with since we were in diapers and we are both now 26. Anyway he went to prison for a couple of years and about 8 months ago we got back in touch with each other. And by writing each other I started having feelings for him. And from his letters I got the same impression. I've been married for almost 7 years and it hasn't been the best 7 years of my life. We've had problems the entire time. I finally told my husband to leave and that I wanted a divorce. He left for a week and I took him back and then I went to see this friend in prison. I knew that my feelings would either stop or just get worse once I saw him again. Well they only got worse. I came back home and was really ugly to my husband. Well problems got worse and I am really close with my parents and they started seeing what was going on with the friend. And they got into it and told the friend not to be calling me anymore. Then I got a letter from the friend telling me that he did love me very much, but only as a friend/sister way. That killed me. Just wait, it only gets better. Well the friend made parole and has been home now for the last week. I've talked to him and have seen him once this week. When no one is around he is hugging on me and telling me he loves me and he did kiss my head. I know laugh about the kiss on the head. Well to me that just doesn't seem like a friend/sister kind-of love. I'm so confused and don't know what to do at this point. Anyway I'm trying to play it cool with my husband because of the 3 kids, but it is hard. I really do love the friend. Is he just playing me or do you think he feels the same? PLEASE HELP!!!!