Feeling Strange
Hi!
I'm straight... well I'm attracted to girls. But lately I've been fantasizing about my best (male) friend. I'm not sexually attracted to him, but I really want to sleep in the same bed as him and cuddle with him. I'm worried he'll react really negatively if I try to do anything with him. I don't want to lose my best friend.
Also...
I really, REALLY wish I was a girl. (Not just because of my friend.) Girls seem to develop much deeper friendships with eachother than guys do. I've never (never) had a good friend that was female. (I always wanted to.) I have a girlfriend now, but... I don't know. Guys just don't seem to be interested in a good friendship... If I was a girl I could act the way I want to act with my best friend.
Sorry if this was hard to follow! It's very late.
So... Is it normal? :P