The Morning is always worse....
My life isnt exactly on track at the moment, after a break up and some other people causing shit...Im starting to feel okish most of the time, and positive that i will speak to my ex again, maybe even sort things out if i give him some time...Thing is i wake up in the morning for a second i'm ok... then wooosh it all comes at me hes not here anymore, he doesnt care, im not ok and i feel awful when i wake up its worse when i have to get up early and go to work! I cant get anything into perspective and it doesnt seem like there is any positive to anything in my life. is this normal
The thing is, those feelings are comming from your Ego. You know, the old "poor me" thingy.
You need to wake up and see life as it is, life is sacrifice sometimes, but mostly, it is a chance to give what you can give to others, that need it more than you, everything you can give (im not reffering to material things, but mostly selfless good deeds).
By being helpful towards others, your life will take a good turn, I guarantee you that.