mother...dont know how to handle this one
my mother, 48 years old died in january 2004. it will be 3 years in january. i dont know. its actually been better after her death. she was kind of abusive, but then again, i am young and dont want to sound ignorant and say that i hate her. she raised me, but made my life miserable sometimes. i have tourettes syndrome, and one time she made fun of it. my cousins would abuse the f**k out of me whenever we went to michigan out of ignorance and when i told her, she would tell me to shut up. i know i have tourettes, but i really cant help it. she would get my father to take me out physically when she couldnt do it on her own. she would also always boss my dad around. i dont know if i should hate my mother, but does this just go with being young? or do i have a reason to hate her?