I messed my ass up
I'm realy worried.
I suffer from piles but am too scared to goto the docs. About two weeks ago i tried somthing in despiration. I grabed one of the protruding piles, the worst offender, then i tied some fishing gut around the damn thing. It hurt like hell but i thought i might be able to restrict it and it may fall off.
Anyway, i kept that on for 4 agonising days then took it off. Now it was worse than ever and the stress of my self performed operation left me with stinging diarrhea too. I bled alot.
Three more days of walking around like John Wayne with a big pad of toiled paper and some antiseptic spray i took the pad off and decided to check it out with a mirror.
Ohh my god... now i'm fcked!
My exact words as i looked into the mirror. My anus area is full of puss and matted hair...
Two weeks on and i dont know what to do. Its worse... I cant go to the doctor because i feel so stupid for doing it. Anyone else done anything similar? How normal is this?
gimp
Do your parents know you have hemmroids? (piles)
if they don't you should tell them.
Also trust me, people have done stupider things, doctors wont be suprised. they learned how to deal with this stuff so they COULD
I mean, a chick got a deer tongue stuck up.... you know where.
I mean, how do you explain that? "the deer was giving me oral?"
You at least were trying to handle something that already had happened to you.
Don't be embarassed, just go. Or your infection could spread, and then things will get really ugly.
go to the doctors.
trust me.. i hate going to the doctor's too.
doctors almost killed my mom.
but sometimes in relaly horrible situations you just have to suck it up and go.
just remember that after this you won't have to see them again and they treat so many people it's not like later on they're going to randomly talk about you and remember you out of all of their however many patients.
and then you won't be in pain and have this problem.
and it will be so much better.