Problem

Hi I have a problem. It often gets in the way of my life, my friends, family, work, etc....Often times I will be just fine and then it starts back up again. It always seems to be in the way of everything good in my life. I get very upset and depressed about life sometimes. I will be going somewhere and the boom, it starts back up. Its like a rash. It just spreads around and takes up everything in site. Like rain, its raining right now. It gets all wet out there and everything, sometimes its nice but usually the rain is just annoying and cold like its winter or something, I like summer alot more than winter. I cant wait for summer, it will be so cool. all of the sun and grass and stuff. Gonna have some BBQ's I hope, with some good burgers. My favorite is the bacon burger, with cheese and onions. Those are the best to have for dinner. When I eat dinner anyhow, I always eat my breakfast in the morning because the mornings are pretty important part of the day, you get to wake up and take a shower. Usually when I shower I stand in the hot water for a while and just "soak" it up. Kind of like a sauna except only in the shower instead. Its pretty nice cause then you feel all clean and you dont have to shower until evening. In the evening is when I like to use the internet the most, where I try and talk about my problems. Thats how I got here. My brother says that I can never get to the point and that all I do is ramble on and on and on, he calls me babbling babs, cause my name is barbara. He is such a little jerk, he is only 12 so I can understand why he is so stupid about me. I am 14 so I know hes just a dumb little boy who has no idea about what its like to go through puberty and stuff he hasnt even started his yet and I already have big boobs, I have bigger boobs than anyone else in my school, the boys often look at them and make jokes but I know they all just want to touch them. Dirty boys. I dont like boys that much though. I like girls much better, I think they are prettier than boys, plus they also smell alot better. But do you all think i have a problem with anything?

Do you think it's normal?

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