I often think that I am balancing a lot of things in my head at once. Not letting pressures or confusing sources or bullying sources overcome me. I sometimes fear that I'll lose control and go mad with all these different things preventing my clear thinking. I often think that I don't really give a sh*t about anything. Absolutely anything, sex, food, studies, friends. I find that it is easier to control my situation by doing very little because I find if I do too much or get too excited I might lose control. Is this normal?
P.S. I was born mentally insane.