I like this kid in my school. His name is Matt. He doesn't know I exist. We've never talked but I read like allllllllllllll his blogs and I think they're really deep. And he's in a band and I saw them in May. In July or so I found his place of residence and I rode my bike past his house like every f**kin day in the blistering heat. Is this normal or is it just eye candy or infatuation?