Does anyone have it and get unwanted mean thoughts about the people they care about? like their friends, parents. I'm really close to my mom so i feel the guiltiest about that. How do i not feel guilty. I need someone to talk to that had or has this. I feel like i have to tell her. We are so close and i feel awful for the thoughts even though i know it's not true like ugly or cum guzzling sl*t which i never say that so i don't know how i thought of that. HELP!