Is it normal to love reading about serial killers and thier crimes. I esspecially love Ted Bundy. I love his crimes and get highly sexually aroused when reading describtion of his crime and alwas end up masturbating. Please this is serious, my Shrink has already diagonised me being a sociopath. Do I have an inner monstor that will erupt one day?
Bundy was an intelligent, and women say handsome, man. Him Tarzan, you Jane. How old are you? If you are a teen, you may need more help. If you are over 20 and have kept the monster caged, keep doing what you are doing with the exception of fantasizing about Bundy. Move on down the alphabet. Read a little Gacy or Gein.
My boyfriend likes to read about them.
He doesn't get turned on though.
He just is really into the human mind.
I think you should continue to see your shrink.
I mean, its horrible and I would never wish any family that kind of pain,
but its so fascinating.