Hi one of my friends have introducted me into a dark world of prostitution.
It start 3 months ago when my friend told me she works for a high class escort place and asked me to join her one night. I really didnt want to but my curiosity got the better of me. I really enjoyed the life style and have been hookering for a couple of months.
I am starting to hate myself and always have had high self worth, the problem is I cant stop the joy and adventure I get from sleeping with strangers.
Pls help before i end up completely depressed or get a STD.
as for how to stop:
1. educate yourself, read books and aim for a PHD
2. value yourself
3. ask for professional help
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1) Throw out all the stuff you've been give/baught since becomeing a prostitute. Keep the rea;lly escential stuff, like furniture, ordinary clothes, etc, but throw out the extravagant stuff, like jewelery and the clothes you only where when working
2) get a new job (Wait; that should really be step 1. In fact, if you can't do this step forget the whole thing)
3) Set yourself a specific period of time, say, a week, and promise yourself you will not, under any circumstances, work for that week.
4) If it's the SEX you're addicted to, no problem. Try masturbation.
5) If, you violate your oun promise durin #3, punish yourself somehow. I dunno, slap yourself or fo without icecream or something.
6) Alturnatively, if you complete #3 successfully, reward yourself somehow. I dunno, eat chocolate or buy something or something.
7) Repeat #3
Now, I've looked into 12 step programs, but I don't like their 12 steps. Too religious. too much emphisis on "giving up your life to a higher power" and not enough on your OUN self-controll. My oun 7 step program may or may not work especially since I just made it up and it's kind of out of order, but it might work.
Tobra