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My Life
Dearest readers I have begun to realise that at the age of 21 very soon 22 I, a guy has wasted his life. I have completely pissed away at least the last 5 years of my life. I have spent it angry, confused, disillusioned, cripplingly depressed, enraged, psychotic, insane, self harm, destructive. And all this on my own so there are no people to have shared it with. That's a lie I did share it with people who I hated and who hated me. Maybe I'm a masochist, I don't think so though I think I just was vulnerable. I regret it sooo much as I have lost countless opportunities. It really saddens me when i think of this. I want to say that if you are a loser who is still young who posts stupid made up stories and comments on this forum that you should live your life to the fullest because it is precious and fleeting don't piss it away because of apathy. Live it up people its the only life you got!
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At age 22, you are very young. Figure you have roughly another 75 years to live, 5 years in time is overall insignificant. Life is NOT about a race although the young are mistakenly led to believe so. Also, ages 18-22 if you went to school, is not particularly memorable, moreso just grinding out studies and earning credits, a period of pressures and not particularly fun. Some may work part time during these ages but it is nothing most people care to recall or remember fondly.
Why don't you consider going to school, or apply for positions with the city or government, stay out of the private sector as most regard employers as just a number and are NOT loyal to workers. You will find the benefits substantial working for the city or government and they often provide for early retirement. If you get hired, stay with the same employer.
Realize the first step to making gains and improvement is to acknowledge mistakes. Seek counseling and services that will assist you in getting back on track. They are out there, you have to seek them, they don't come to you. Good luck and quit worrying, baby steps forward are all you should strive for, walk before you leap.
Man, your life is almost over. How much you got in 401K? Payed down your house mortgage yet? HAD SEX? I sure hope so 'cause you got, like, till tomorrow to firm up your funeral plans and get that Last Will And Testiment witnessed and filed away.
Good luck. Been nice knowing you. Life is so short. Who'da thunk?
Jess
PS: dont fuking go whine about your lost years, focus your thoughts on what you're gonna do next!