well a few nights ago my BF was watching a movie and he got horny and he started rubing his c*ck and pulled it out and started mastrubating and i was like WOW thats hott, anyways he was going and going and the min i yawnd he grabbed my head and the next second i was giving him head and he liked it and to me it was kinda gross and he was even more liking it and he told me when he'll cum and well he didnt and he deep throated me and he cummmed all down my throat and i ended up swallowing it alllll down and he cummed alot and i was kinda mad cause i didnt know i was going to be sucking and swalloing to and i didnt talk to him for a day and he came over once and was like im sorry and i kicked in the balls for that, should i be made at him for that? if ur a women i would really like to know, men can answer to but please dont be rude this is my first story and here.
You also don't control emotions, you can control behaviors, so if you feel anger that is understandable.
take a knife and cut it off
next time put complete outline of what is allowed and what is not.
Also has he ever asked u to do that willingly before? because if you have desisted b4, he might have been so desperate to try it by doing that. Just tell him how you feel and then make sure the next time you 2 are intimate, you do something kinda funny/mean to him, like if he is giving u oral, fart in his face as a joke then laugh.
that was just an example of course
Knowing my personality and my attitude right now, I'd probably snapped and hurt him by biting it off.
Violence is happiness.