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I don't know what to do
I hate myself. I'm sick of living. My life is worthless. I don't want to die. But I'm tired of living. I just wish I could sleep all day. Like I just don't exist or something.
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I know how you feel
I often have the same feelings. I don't want to die or anything, I just want to sleep for a while, and hopefully when I wake up everything will be meanigful and worth living for. I have just tried to surround myself with positive and supportive people. I also rteccomend you try to change something in your life you are not happy with, or get involved in extracurricular activities. Everything will right itself, good luck.
Anonymous
@: au21
ill say it again
God is the answer to this...ask him to help you through it.....talk to someone about it...Good luck
Anonymous
Have you tried therapy and meds.? It works for some people, but not all. It might be worth a try. Is there anybody you can talk to? GOD is someone good to trust in. Or maybe a relative or a good friend. Just don't ever try to hurt yourself. I know you may not want to now but things could change. That's why it's a good idea to find some help some how before things get worse. Things will get better. It might be hard to see that right now, but they will. I'm praying for you. Good luck.
I used to feel like that. My life has got so much better since I started practicing Wicca. you try it its v relaxing if nothing else.You can learn how to cleanse an area of the demons that plague your mind
Anonymous
You are probably a teenager and you should probably get over it. If you have access to a computer with an internet connection your life isn't as horrible as you want it to be.
Dharma
Ah, so you believe that life is suffering? I personally believe that life is full of suffering, and as human beings, the only way we can enjoy life is how we react to it. Siddhartha believed that limiting materialism and following a middle path of asceticism and engorgement was the only way to Nirvana (extinguishment). My suggestion is that you quit desiring things that are unnecessary for you to exist but cause you suffering, like that Skidoo, or those lovely fuzzy handcuffs at the fetishist store. Just live life at a pace that is best for yourself and excel in the things that you have a high self-actualization for (i.e. if you are good at ice-hockey, do it!).
its normal! deal with it and get up anyway . Just wait til u have to go out to work - you'll feel like it day in day out then ;) Find something worth getting up for , even if its only because bed sores are hugely unattractive. I honestly feel like this almost every single day - but occasionally I get a day off :)
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Anonymous
Sleep is a heavily underrated passtime. It allows your mind to configure at least some of the bizarre reality that is life. I recommend you sleep it off. You'll wake up refreshed and ready for a top day skydiving(or whatever you really fancy doin)
You are important and don't deserve to feel like this! Your life certainly is not worthless. A lot of people feel like you. Ask your doctor for some advice and about getting into group therapy for depression. You'll meet people that you can really talk to about this. You will find that there are people much worse off than yourself. No doubt you'll be a comfort to others.
If you don't want to go out and be around people, at least take the first small step by seeing your doctor. Explain your feelings just like you have here. You needn't be embarrassed. Medication is an option but some one-on-one counselling will get you on the right track to feeling better. Taking an interest in something helps ease those feelings of helplessness and wish to disconnect from the world. Getting involved in anything at all, works wonders.
I understand how you feel. Sleeping was an escape for me too. I was in your place a long time ago.



@: JES
just like me
wow your just like me... now I now I'm not alone.
P.s your life is not worthless. Trust me If you knew about mine you'd feel a whole lot better. lol

Sincerley, Lordess Skycess
Anonymous
Your story is very familiar to me
Your life sounds very simliar to mine. Maybe you just need some time to yourself. Find something you love doing and just go for it! You only have one life...you should really make the best of it. Once your dead...that's it. So enjoy life now! Have you ever considered seeing a therapist? I saw a therapist for the same problem you have, and it helped a lot. Sometime just talking to someone you trust works (a close friend, family members). Tell them how you are feeling. I also found that praying helps. Pray to God! He'll help you out. If you don't believe in God, then try praying to someone close to you that passed away. Ask them for some help, I'm sure they will give it to you :) Hope this helps! Take care and get out there and enjoy life while you still can!
read the book Fight Club, it always cheers me up
Anonymous
It's like a rut that you can't just climb out of, and it the fruitless attempts become tiresome.
Ye shall seek death, and death shall flee you
There were only 2 things keeping me from comitting suicide back in the middle school years, the first being that I had no painless way of ending my life, and the second being that I had a gut feeling that it would get better. If I would of died my absence would of only been noticed because they no longer have me to torment. {enters preaching mode} If you kill yourself, you will have to go to school again, and the only thing bad enough to deserve school is Satan. You're better than that, so stay alive and it could get better. The less faith you have the less it will get better. Pick a religion that you feel is right in your heart. They even put me into the 13th grade to keep me busy, and I got even more suicidal, so one night I had a dream where I was flying higher and higher and I met God and I asked him about my future. He said I didn't have to worry about anything and then I woke up. The next day I remembered that I forgot to get the 874 form (a stupid document that has to be signed by your parents every year [13 times was one too many]) signed, and the teacher asked for it so I put it into her hands and then ripped it out and gave her a paper cut. I got expelled and then I got Social Security and got the right meds finally started having friends and have had an easy life ever since (this was in Dec 2000). God proved His existence to me with this great gift. Nowadays I stay up for 24 hours and then sleep for 24 hours. You might not be as lucky, but you might get a job you enjoy (and therefore never work a day in your life) and things will get better. Don't feel like you're locked into one religion because some dogma peddler says that is the only true church and you must make 17 babies or the other religions will outnumber you. Just stick with your gut instincts and your knowledge of right and wrong.
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Anonymous
Everyone goes through some type of depression, sometimes its seasonal thing or it becomes a real problem, If you get worse, maybe you should seek medical advice. -from someone who knows where you are at.
i THINK YOU NEED TO REMOVE YOUR EXISTENCE FROM OUR PLANET. YOU SAY YOU HATE YOURSELF BUT YOU DONT WANT 2 DIE. I THINK THAT IS A BIT OF A CONTRADICTION THERE IS A FEW FUNDAMENTAL FLAWS IN YOUR ARTICLE. AND I AM NOW RATHER CONFUSED. I CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHY YOU SAID SUCH A STUPID AND PISH THING.
dont worry i have felt like that before but trust me , you'll get over it! try some new changes , it will help you a bit! goodluck!
you know how i feel i dont want to die because who wants to die except for suicidal people. but i dont want to do any more stuff because it is boring and pointless.
Shut the fuck up you pussy
Talk to someone other that the nuts on this program.
do you have good dreams? i started sleeping all the time cuz my dreams were so much better than real life... but that is a trap, you need to realize life is a hard game, we all die at the end, do you want to go to the end and see how things will be or quit... its your choice and sometimes in our lives the quit solution sounds very good but we all need to remember how things used to be and how they can and will be again.
play role playing game 24/7 ..
your mind will die and then your body will turn into a zombie
All you need is two things
*a bullet
*a gun
dont kill urself if ur christian that all im tellin u
People have a name for people like you. I'm surprised I'm the only person who's thought of it yet.
Well then make your life worth living.
The world is a lot more interesting than you seem to think.

Your subconsciousness is beating you up for not leading a constructive enough life.

Don't you have any cool dreams about how you want your future to be?
Work on making your dreams a reality and you will never feel worthless.
sometimes i feel like that but you have to think there is a purpose for you living
You just need to talk to uh.. People who feel just like you man!
Just kill yourself and shut the fuck up
just like me, i know how you feel. i have tried killing myself several times. slitting wrists, throat etc. then tried hanging myself only my brother came in and stopped me (bastard i would have been gone if it wasnt for him) anyway, i felt like every1 hated me, and my life was worthless. i got a girlfriend, who loves me and makes me feel special, now i love my life (by the way im a girl im bi-sexual, im sick of boys at the minute, they only use me and make me feel like shit, so i have a girl now) so try find someone who will make your life worth living, and you will feel better. xox
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