I want to light myself on fire
Is it normal to want to set yourself on fire?
How about if you actually do it?
I like to put a few layers of clothes on, douse myself with alcohol, and light up. It feels amazing to be on fire.
What's probably least normal, though, is that right now i'm doused in alcohol, and am going to light myself right now, here goes:
I'm on fire!!!!
oh btw
bleach is a very good flammable substance
drink it
I've been lighting myself on fire for a long time, and it's more fun if i just set myslf alight and once i'm on fire, worry about how i'm going to put it out. I've had fires on me that didn't want to go out before, charcoal lighter fluid soaked pants wouldn't go out with blankets, and had me walking to the other end of the house in flames taller than myself, and getting in the shower. That was really fun, i got some red spots from that one, but no real burns.
Now my question, if you knew you could light yourself on fire and not be hurt, would you do it?
Be very careful with yourself - try setting other things on fire (but not your house). I fear you may have an episode where you can't put it out, and horrible things will follow.
Do not play with fire in the bedroom unless you remove all the soft bedding (quilts ect) from the room.
Cover the matress or whatever you lie on with a heavy towel and keep a second towel to hand in case things need to be put out quickly.
MOST IMPORTANT after you sprinkle the lighter fluid replace the cap and put it out of the way before you light up.
I do not want to put you off but I would hate to suggest anything that could result in any harm to either of you. Always remember that some slight pain is great but you must know when to stop. Our rule is that if any slight burn has not healed within 48 hours we have gone too far, you must set your own limit. B&J.
Try this, stand still for 30 seconds, and during that time, imagine lighting yourself on fire. Now, stand there and feel the heat, first where the flames rise around you, feel the heat on your face and a warmth through your burning clothes, as you stand there burning.
When you first light up, it's a whoosh of flame as it spreads around your body and engulfs you, flames leaping up above your head. Some flames quickly lick at your face, but you just let the fire touch you and stand there. Soon the flames settle down and burnlow and steady. The flames aren't in your face anymore, and you look down to watch yourself burn. It's getting warmer through your clothes as the fire begins to eat into them. Imagine standing aflame and calmly watching your clothes turn brown, then black, and the flames become orange and steadily grow as the blackened cloth ignites. It's getting hot now, and you can feel spots where the flames are burning through entirely. Still you stand there and watch yourself burn. At the end, you feel a few spots where there's sharp pain as the fire eats it's way through the last layers of clothes to your skin. Calmly, you lie own and roll to put yourself out.
Regards B&J
never know the feeling, work your way up to it gradually, put a shirt over your hand and light it. Feel how long it takes to get your hand hot, and how the cloth burns. Move on to wearing the shirt, and lighting small areas, start with a patch of fuel the size of a quarter, and slowly work on larger areas as you feel comfortable. You won't get hurt if you keep it small, and keep a heavy towel in one hand at first.
It gets dangerous when you go big. Once I soaked my heavy pants with lots of charcoal lighter fluid. I completely soaked my pants all the way around from waist down and lit my ankles. Flames spewad up my legs and soon I was surrounded and engulfed in bright orange sheets of flame When it started really getting hot, i syopped, dropped, and rolled, but was still in fire. I then tossed a heavy rug over my legs, and waited a bit. Ithought it was out, but when i removed the rug, I burst into flames. I tried the rug a few more tines, but every time i'd remove it i was burning. After quite some time of smothering, waiting, and exploding back into flames I stood back up, walked across the room, out the door, down the hall, still burning with flames touching the ceiling, intot he bathroom, turned on the shower, and finally put myself out. Even in the shower I continued to burn, I'd wet the front while my back burned, turn around and the front would be on fire. The best part is when i couldn't put myself out,then i'm really on fire.
Someday I'll light my entire body from head to toe like that, completely soak myself and light up.
Start small though and work your way up from there
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cl0G-lu-dYw