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Someone else

I dont neccessarily hate myself, but my greatest fantasy has always been to live as someone else. If only for a few hours, id like to get the perspective of someone elses life. Sometimes, when i meet someone new, while conversing, ill try and figure out exactly what made them the way they are. Their family, friends, highschool, junior high, elementary school experiences. What happened in the past that made them this way. Then, if i can pick up on something, ill imagine that im them for a while, and try and relive the experience in my head. Ill compare how i would have handled it, and how they did handle it(if i know, if not, ill speculate). Sometimes though, i think itd be easier and alot more fun just to tap into their memory banks. Just to go through and view exactly what they thought was important in thier lives.

Ive heard it be called "mind raping" and i suppose thats exactly what it is, because if it were possible, id force it on people. I'd break into their mind and go through everything, study and speculate. If possible, id live as them for a day, or even a few hours. Just to see how people interact with them, how they interact with people.

I know people must have thought about this before, but is it to this level? I mean, this is really a pure fantasy of mine, though i know itll never happen.

oh yeah, and im a guy, but 99% of the people id want to be are all girls, could there be some sort of gender confusion as well?
Do you think it's normal?
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Anonymous
2005-03-30 11:46:00
Being John Malkovich
Did you see this movie? If not, you should - it's just your type of thing. I think it's pretty normal to be curious about other people. I think you might want to explore some creative outlet for your intense curiosity, though, just to channel it in the right direction. Like writing novels and creating characters - I think you'd be really good at that.
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Anonymous
2005-04-06 22:52:23
um.
I think it's normal to wonder what it's like to live as another person. As for the opposite gender, maybe because it'd be even more different than your own existence. I'm thinking you are kind of bored with the repetition in your life.

As for "mind raping" people.. that's seriously messed up man. Why would you force your way like that?
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Anonymous
2005-04-07 14:25:10
Curious
Hi, I dont know who you are but I entered a confession and I thought I would reply on someone else's as a courtesy. Your story is interesting and I share a common fantasy. I believe that people who are naturally creative and alluring want to experience everything, including other people's lives. The thought of leaving my body and transfrerring to another in order to feel what they feel and see what they see, hear, taste, and smell. That would be amazing, incredible and maybe I wouldn't feel so empty in my own. Good luck on finding a portal. By the way what if a person told you there most intimate thoughts and dreams and shared them with you, would that help you? You could ask any questions and they would give the answers truthfully, not scared of what youd think or now kow about them and their life?
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Anonymous
2005-04-14 00:24:29
You sound interesting. You should become a psychologist/psychiatrist, a reporter, or even better,a writer ,or an actor.
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Anonymous
2005-05-02 11:04:03
I don't think this means
gender confusion.
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Anonymous
2005-06-18 04:02:04
cool
i kind of do this only i'm a girl wanting to be a guy but that's usually stuff i think about when i'm on my own walking to school and there's nothing to do. like, i'd also love to be somewhere where all a road was blocked off and emptied in a gameshow format and a few people were put in the street to see what would happen. i would never act on it though.
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