I might be in love but she isnt
Ok so I met this girl about two years ago at a school course during the summer.I have red hair(horrible) and im pretty fat but not majorly.And I met this girl bex and I think im in love because we met on a bus ok it was the second day on the course and I started listening to her mp3 over a steven lynch song which she loves.We got to know each other during the week having a laugh basically.We had a lot in common she read the books I read,she was a bit of a rock fan and we were aiming for the same thing in school she's better of course and both of us have red hair.(Hers is like beautiful she is gorgeous herself but not a skiny uptight b**ch but the right size she is beautiful herself I adore her I get her gifts for her birthday and christmas I honestly think I love her.)But she sort of likes has boyfriends over in America and she has met him face to face btw where in Ireland.Its really difficult knowing that i love her and she will never love me back.So the question is.Is it normal to love someone and adore them and know they will never return the feelings?