Hatred of People and the Earth
First, I just want to say that this post is not to be taken lightly. I am serious about everything I say and feel.
Anyway, as of lately, I have just been feeling extraodinarily angry at people. They are so nitpicky and criticize everything, they constantly tell me I am so lazy, worthless, and stupid. It seems I am never good enough for them despite working constantly and trying my absolute best. They only try to find my faults to make themselves feel better.
It's a condition of human nature, all they do is berate and hurl insults at each other. Humankind also enjoys putting others in their place, so to speak. It's always about getting even or getting revenge over the most menial reasons to prove something to the "offender." It's always about someone trying to show their dominance to another through their concept of "justice." Say for example, you cut some off in traffic by mistake, that person will then try to show you who is boss by verbally and sometimes physically berating you in front of others. I am so sick and disgusted with the way people are. People are horrible to converse with online and in the real world. Just look at some of the nasty things people say about each other on internet forums.
All of this has caused my feelings of rage directed at people to become so extreme that I cannot even concentrate on my studies anymore. I fantasize about taking a hammer and beating skulls in or getting ahold of an automatic weapon and destroying the lives of these bullies, especially authoritarian types such as police officers. I want to smash human baby skulls to get back at them. Society must suffer for the way it is!! You all are scum!! I just do not know how much longer I can hold out until I shoot some people or run over a crowd in my car.
How about you take that same hammer and beat yourself over the head with it you fucked up nutcase. Or hop in your car and drive it over a fucking bridge. Babies have no innate way of being "scumbags" --- so go and kill yourself rather.
Your a fucking prick asshole. Go swallow some cyanide freak-boy. Or if you want to give me your address, I will send around some heavies to do it for you ---- homo.
Your the exact type of scumbag I am talking about. Your hateful, disgusting, and trying to make some petty "macho" point about how you are so right. You are only part of the vermin.
I really want to run into you, you valueless human filth so I can do some unspeakably horrible things to you. You say you want my address? It's 7926 Rainbow Dr. in Charlotte, NC. Send me your thugs too. I would just love to have a group of people to vent every bit of my profound hate of society out on. I am all- too-willing to wait for you and your petty thugs.
"treat others how you would like to be treated"
I bet that you won't even show up. Did you just type my address on Map Quest or something equally as crummy? I am really hoping that you actually live nearby. Whoever you are, bring your contemptible self and your petty thugs. You are the type of human being I was referring to, the most detestable scum on the earth. You and your thugs will be just perfect for taking out my feelings of hate out on.
I know who you are master_of_batio. Your fear tactics have failed and still fair miserably, and I have absolutely no respect, only disdain, for you. Your so full of yourself. Do you really think I care if you're "watching" me? You really must think I'm something special to be so fixated on me. You better be careful yourself, as you may just end brutally sodomized and tied to a tree right in front of your own family. After I'm finished with you, I think I'll just burn your family members alive.
i understand your pain and i feel what you feel at times, not to a violent extent like what youve stated, but more of one in despair.
i am actually the same as most of the descriptions that you have posted, its human nature, and i can bet you my goddamn life savings YOU are the same way.
its human nature. the trick is to get used to it and deal with it till our miserable lives are perished on this planet.
you have analyzed society perfectly though, and i should say you would be a great sociologist.
1.) you are a hypocrite.. just kill yourself not others.. it'll solve all your problems
2.)accept that we are here to learn and try to.
btw razors edge.. he/she hasnt analyzed society perfectly at all... its the tip of the iceberg
The fact is that yes, a lot of people in this world are obsessed with being 'on top' - with wanting to show that they are 'better' than others. There are a lot of other people, however, who are genuinely nice people who enjoy helping others and being decent. And there's a whole mix of people in between. Life isn't black and white - remember that.
Hope you see the sunny side of life some day...
Peace out,
Metal Guy.
i am accord with methal boy.-
one question for girl hartred::::::: are you a bittered person?
think the answer is yesssssssssss, yesssssssss, yesssssssssssssss,
why do not ask to yourself what can i do for make of this world a better place for exist?
but withou harm to any person,.-
destroy is very Easy IN FIVE SECONDS YOU CAN DO IT, BUT------------- BUILD OR CONTRUCT IS VERY HARD, AND IT WILL TAKE A HOLE LIFE AND YOU WILL NOT END.-
IN THIS WORLD THERE IS OF ALL KIND OF MATERIALS , ANIMALS , MINERALS, VEGETALS, AND--------------------------OF COURSE THE HUMANS, -AND WE WAS CREATED BY GOD OR NATURE, BUT NOT PERFECTS,THERE IS GOOD , THERE IS BAD, LIKE IN ALL THINGS OVER THIS EARTH.-AT LEAST US, THE HUMANS WE HAVE FREE WILL FOR Decide WHAT TO DO WITH THE REST OF THE CREATION, BUT NOT FOR BAD, WE OUGHT DO THINGS THAT MAKE FEEL GOOD TO THE REST OF US, AND EXAmples THERE IS MANY , JUST ONE FOR MENTION IT: MOTHER TERESA OF CALCUTA, SHE WORK FOR THE BENEFIT OF OTHERS PEOPLES.-
INSTEAD OF HATE AND BE BITTERED FOR Others YOU MUST WORRIE FOR INVESTIGATE HAW YOU CAN DO FOR YOURSELF AND FOR THE REST OF HUMANITY, BUT LOVING TO OTHERES NOT HATING.-
think about it¡ you are not alone, but build for yourself and for the others, with love and not with hate.
ps.-i am not of any church or religion
People are Hell.
YOUR PROJECTING YOUR ANGER ON THEM! IT IS NOT ABOUT THEM! IT IS ABOUT YOU! F%$#@CK THEM YOU HAVE GO AROUND THEM OR STEP OVER THEM. AND REALIZE AS LONG AS YOUR DOING GOOD WHO CARES ABOUT THEM THEIR KARMA WILL CATCH UP WITH THEIR CRAPPY LIVES. AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING.
BESIDES HARBORING ANGER AND RESENTMENT ONLY LEADS TO ILLNESS. AND PRISON. GET BACK YOUR NATURAL LOVING STATE.
F$%#CK EVERYONE ELSE FOCUS ON YOURSELF. TRY AND BE HAPPY AND REALIZE THAT THERE ARE FEARS INSIDE OF YOU AND YOU NEED TO FIGURE OUT WHAT THEY ARE. AND PART OF IT IS HAVING EXPECTATIONS, DO GOOD WITH OUT EXPECTING PEOPLE TO RECIPRICATE ALOT OF PEOPLE WON'T. BUT IT DOES NOT MATTER BECAUSE ARE LOVING AND JUST, AND AS LONG AS YOU HOLD YOUR STANDARDS UP THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS AS JEEBUS WOULD IS YOUR SLATE CLEAN. TODAY MINE IS BUT I WRITE THIS TO HELP YOU AND MYSELF I HAD HARD TIME BELIEVING THIS AND LUCKILY I HAVE GOOD FRIENDS IN THERAPY WHO HELP ME SINCE IM BROKE. A GOOD ONE IS TO TRY AND FIND THE SILVER LINING IN EVERYTHING IT IS REALLY DIFFICULT AT FIRST BUT IT GETS EASIER, READ "FEEL THE FEAR AND DO IT ANYWAY" (JEFFERS) IT IS HELPING A LOT. BUT I WRITE THIS FOR YOU AND FOR MYSELF TO REMIND ME I AM A GOOD PERSON AND I WANT TO CHANGE THE WORLD BUT NOT EVERYBODY IS CAPABLE OF SEEING IT. IF PEOPLE WERE DECENT TO EACHOTHER WE WOULD NOT HAVE STARVING AND WE WOULDN'T NEED POLICE BUT MOST DUMBASSES THINK IF THERE ARE NO COPS THEN I CAN DO WHATEVER THEY WANT INSTEAD OF THINKING ...HOW WOULD I LIKE TO BE TREATED.
BUT ONCE AGAIN YOU HAVE TO STUDY THE CHANGE YOU WANT AND MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY BECAUSE NO ONE WILL DO IT FOR YOU.
AVOID TOXINS LIKE WEED AND ALCOHOL I JUST QUIT BOTH AND GOING TO MEETINGS WHERE PEOPLE CAN RELATE BUT ALSO READING ON HOW TO DEAL WITH MY OWN SELF NEGATIVE TALK, ANGER AND FEAR.
P.S. AND THOSE WHO DON'T WILL BE LEFT BEHIND ME AS I STEP OVER AND UP! ANOTHER SUGGESTION IS SEEING THE MOVIES "INTO THE WILD" AND "CRASH" CHANGE IS POSSIBLE IF YOU WANT IT!LIVE WITH PEACE, HONOR AND STRENGTH !
I do not so much despise others as that I find them unnecessary to complete my life. Perhaps this is the result of bad social experiences early in life, or from early family patterns that indicated that my parents and extended family did not particularly value extensive social interaction. At any rate, I value my solitude for it allows me precious time for introspection, writing, reading, and independent thought. I am lonely at times but prefer this to a life surrounded with chatter and the necessity to conform to the needs of others over the needs of myself.
But this is the only sustainable place we can live on.