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Ok, this is a confession to my most haunting secret:

At age 4, the neighbor (from house behind mine)and my mom chatted, and me and my first lover met. He was 4, so was I. Both male.

At first, It was only innocent stuff, Nothing more than pranks or jokes. Like pulling down each other swimming trunks in the swimming pool, or hitting each others butt and running.

Then It got a bit farther. I would start sleeping over with him, in his bed with him, and we started feeling each other up. This was the start of it all really.

After that night, which although didnt go farther than feeling up, I would visit his house everyday. We would go downstairs into his basement to make out, while alternating who pretended to be a girl. We would strip naked, play doctor, and more.

We did this togeather until I was roughly six years old, then he moved. The people who bought the house had a son, age 11. Me and him became fast friends.

At first, we were just friends, I would occaisonally come over to his house to hang out and watch movies. Then, we started playing games.

At first, just innocent games like hide and seek, then we would alter the games. Loser would have to be spanked with a ruler. Then, we started going beyond that. Loser would have to strip and go inside the dog carrier (he had large dogs, so it was easy for a 6 year old and an 11 year old to fit inside them.

Then it went beyond just stripping, we started feeling each other up, frenching, touching, spanking, and many other stuff, which I know I still have repressed.

Until I became 10, It continued to become more and more frequent, I would go to his house, we would both go into his basement, and then both strip (although we did very kinky stuff, we never had anal). Then he moved.

During this time, between 6-10, my parents divorced. There was much anger from my mother about my father, who left the house with literally nothing except a car, and the clothes he was wearing (he left his other sets of clothes there)

At age ten, three years after the divorce, my 2nd "lover" moves away, and is replaced by an old lady (I think? I didnt really care about who moved in.) My mother gets a new boyfriend, who has a nine year old son. This son, is also gay.

After our first sleep over, we both realize each other is gay. So, like so many times before, I went into another guys basement, and we stripped. We would suck, kiss, french, feel, manipulate, hit, spank, and many other kinky things. This was the most intimate of all my relationships, and, although like before, we never had anal, It could have gotten to that point eventually.