Emotional
Hi I think I may be an emo. I used to dress in black. People would say that I had a very sensitive side. I don't know what to make of this. I don't think I'm emotional but for some reason when I see certain movies like King Kong and the big gorilla falls off the building I think this is designed to make me feel sad but I don't really care but I want to care. Weird huh? Same with songs, its like I want to be made to feel something I think because I find it a liitle scary that I don't feel that much. Does this make any sense. In other words, I try to make myself feel every now and again to check I'm not a monster and still have feelings. Normal?
I don't know that you are an emo in the strictest sense, but who cares. I recently turned a little emo myself. I have emo hair. It's kinda nice because looking this way people don't expect you to have normal emotional reactions, so there's less pressure.
If you've got money to burn, I'd suggest you go see a phycologist (I am). I doubt they'll be able to change you, because deep down we don't really want to change, but it can be useful to understand yourself and the way you work.
I'd bet you're actually a really kind and thoughtful person, but you just seem emotionally detached. Don't worry about it too much. A lot of people will think you're fucked up, but you'll find people who can see through it all. I have a few people who understand me.
Good thing for people like us is, we'll never go crazy and hurt ourselves because that would require having strong emotions, which is the very thing lacking.
Anyway, enjoy your life. I do. Don't feel too pressured to show emotions that you don't want to, or that you don't have.
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Emogal
ur not emo if u were u wud no!!!!
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