Should I feel bad?
Arright....so here's the story.
When I was about 4 yrs old, my cousin (then about 17+yrs old) used to baby sit me. One day she asked me used me for her sexual pleasure (I faintly remember fingering her). Since I was not aware of anything sexual at the age of 4, I willingly obeyed her. Now that I'm about 15yrs old and understand these things better...I feel awful about it. What should I do...not tell anyone or accuse her of using me?
I'm sorry this happened to you. See if you can get counselling.