the end of all that has come to be
how do you save a life that doesnt want to be saved? how do you bring someone back to life who wants to be dead? how? how? i cant stand it, the fabric of society is unwinding, the dam of oppostion and deciet is over-following, the wheels of life are churing against me and i cant stop them. angels of death appear to me in my sleep and they tell me horrible tales of suicide and self loathing but i resist to the best of my ability only to wake in a sweat covered feeling of dispair. so i ask you, the great peoples all over this world, is this normal? is my story worthy to be told?
Remember, do not worry about things that are out of your control, in particular what others do. Scheduling an appointment is within your control, so call a doctor tomorrow. Good luck.