Should i kill him

I am a Marine and ive only been in the fleet for a year, I was hurt during a pt session and missed out of my units deployment to Iraq I was devestated but something recently happend that is much worse. I was moved in with a Navy Corpsman who also missed out on the deployment but because of legal problems and if you ask me becaues he was a sissy, and I never had a problem with the dude until now and im just outraged and if I could find him I would kill him. We lived together for about 3 months and almost everysingle night he would go out in town and not come back until really late and usually really drunk I was not even awake alot of times when he came in. A couple of mornings i woke up feeling hung over and I because my brother died of alcoholism never drinks. It happend a couple times a week and when he went on 2 weeks leave it didnt happen at all so I started to think he had something to do with it. The morning after he came back I woke up all light headed and sick, i was so sick i couldnt go to work i went to sick call and they said I wasnt drunk and they couldnt find out what was wrong with me so they gave me bed rest and after laying in bed most of the day i got the idea to aim my web cam at my self while I slept so when he came in i could see what the deal was. Of course he went out partying that night and I put the web cam in postion and turned the bathroom light on so there would be light. The next morning I woke up before him feeling like shit so I checked my computer before going back to sick call and to my horror after checking it I saw him come in the room with a rag in his hand he locked the door and then came over to me and rubbed the rag in my face which we later found out was some type of chemical that puts your to sleep and after putting me under he pulled my boxers down and started licking my back side then he started having sex with me I couldnt watch anymore and I atacked him while he was still sleeping. I battered him and if not for his crys our neighbors wouldnt have come in and saved his life, they opend the door and pulled me off him and he ran out and no one has seen him since, the mps searched the whole base and its been over a week he is UA, he has many connections out in town so he is staying out therean I know when he is found he will be convicted but i dont think jail time is enough I want to kill him, should i have these thoughts i mean im a christain and hate doesnt get you into heaven but should i forgive him? please be serious when you comment no one just trying to get a laugh

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