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Rape turns me on

I am a 16 year old girl and ever since I've discovered the joys of masturbation (at 7 or 8, early bloomer I know) rape and bondage has turned me on. I remember early on watching TV or reading a book where someone was tied up against their will and having the urge to pleasure myself. Later on when I fully understood sex, rape seemed arousing to me. Whenever I saw or read a book or movie in which a character was forced into sex I would need to stop what I was doing and masturbate. I kind of want to be raped...by a middle-aged man. The thought of being an abused f**k toy to be left damaged by a guy is appealing to me. Oddly enough, I have never been sexually abused nor do I wish anyone to be. I realize rape is one of the most awful, violating,life-shattering things that can happen to a female...or male. My ideals at times are suprisingly feminist. I don't understand how someone can savagely without guilt steal someone's innocence or worth/dignity. But I kind of want it to happen to me. It might go along with BDSM, which I also support when both partners consent. Is there anyone who can shed light on my perversity?
Do you think it's normal?
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cabinet70 (4440)
2007-02-16 23:29:24
I would like to use you for my pleasure you little whore Im gonna tie you up and rape both your holes now STFU bitch and suck my cock
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sexy_college_girl18 (5974)
2007-02-17 01:29:05
Honestly I used to think the same way I never actually masturbated when I thoght of it but I used to get horny watching T.V. and some1 would get raped.....BUT....once I was almost raped when I went on a date with a guy I had just met and it was the most horrific thing I ever experienced luckily for me my roommate came home early bcuz of a fight with her boyfriend and she startled him and called the cops right before he went in so I got lucky.....and now I do not see rape as a turn I see it a FUCKED UP THING TO DO....I think if you experienced it you would hate it too.....but you should think about getting a kinky boyfriend and have him ruff you up
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Moonbeam (5922)
2007-02-17 07:50:01
You're not perverse. Rape fantasies are very common and that's all it is, a fantasy.
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BigB1234 (5979)
2007-02-17 08:50:48
i wud definately ruff her up:P
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Bobert (4857)
2007-02-17 09:46:39
Just dress up like a slut, get really drunk, and wander home at about 1:00AM. Trust me, some dirty bastard will make your dreams come true.
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glasswilderness (5971)
2007-02-17 10:07:01
@: cabinet70
For some reason, buttsex is scary to me.
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Bobert (4857)
2007-02-17 10:09:08
@: glasswilderness
I wonder what that phobia is called.
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SweetChaos (5989)
2007-02-17 23:43:23
that's really horrible @college girl but i'm glad you're ok. as to the other girl, that's exactly how i am, except i dont masturbate, cuz well i don't like masturbating but when im watching tv and see sum one being forced i get excited and think, man i wish that were me, then I'm like wait wtf is wrong wit me that's horrible. but yea to agree with college girl, get a kinky boyfriend and plz do not do wat the idiot who said "dress like a slut and go out at 1am" I'm pretty sure that was a guy. Anyway i'm glad there's like a few of us "decent pervs" out who share this issuse. lol good luck
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babyangel2580 (1623)
2007-02-18 00:00:42
maybe you just like the idea of the guy being in total control to a certain extent. I feel the same way.. well not about rape

Angel
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vaver16 (2811)
2007-02-18 00:43:59
wow, this was stupid, cant wait to see the headlines " 16 Y/o burtaly raped and killed " if u get raped what makes u think they wont kill you
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mymunchkins (5639)
2007-02-18 01:25:52
Rape fantasies are normal. Otherwise, bondage wouldn't be so popular.

Agree with finding a kinky boyfriend. I've played out that fantasy with my husband before, and it was faaaaaaantastic.
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Shaka_Zulu (3938)
2007-02-18 04:25:31
you women scare me...
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glasswilderness (5971)
2007-02-19 12:02:29
@: Shaka_Zulu
That's kind of an ironic thing to say for someone whose favorite food is rusty razorblades.
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Breezy (6041)
2007-02-19 23:47:31
The whole being tied up thing is arousing to most people. Rape fantasies are also common, it doesn't make you not normal. But any sexual act against ones will is cruel and vile and you should not wish that upon yourself.
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Shaka_Zulu (3938)
2007-02-20 01:46:11
yeah, i seriously eat rusty razorblades. dur.

however, i feel like doing that @ the moment. but i'm going to drink till my stomach lining gets puked out instead. can't be any worse than a broken heart.
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messedupdude (6061)
2007-02-21 00:30:39
1 u need help 2 u just need to find the pleasure of sex u dont want to be rapped 3 it turns me on but i dont want to be rapped or rape somebody so i think is ok 4 it's that or ur horney
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roger49 (3711)
2007-02-21 00:38:12
@: Shaka_Zulu
You didn't break up with Dalene did you?
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Moonbeam (5922)
2007-02-23 12:51:24
It's not perserve. (not in my book, anyway) I am surprised that you knew about sex at such a young age though...that's what shocks me the most.
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deamond (5379)
2007-03-10 09:26:10
I dissagree with you about the "...or male." part. I'd love it :)

Reccomendations;
*The Gorean Saga (a series of books by John Norman
*Early (and even recent) Wonder Woman comics (Binding her bracelets together is her main weekness)
*The Story of O (There's a book and at least 2 movies, the more recent English movie was better)
*upcomeing movie "Black Snake Moan
*I also found this
http://www.myprisoner.com/movies/index7.shtml
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teen_advisor (6260)
2007-03-11 09:27:02
I'll tell you what bothers me is women scream and holler about equality but when they get it they don't want the responsibility. So, you wanna be raped? Good for you. That's a start. Then, you can haul that person into court and cry and cry and act like it wasn't your idea and then get some unannounced sum of money all coz you've got a hole between your legs. Give me a fucking break. If you wanna be a whore then be a fucking whore.
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deamond (5379)
2007-03-12 04:07:19
The above happens here sometimes, ignore that.
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glasswilderness (5971)
2007-03-12 17:41:24
@: deamond
Thanks.
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deamond (5379)
2007-03-12 22:14:36
I once read a magazine article about female sexual fantasies, and it reccommended "Compromises". Say, for example, you have a fantasy about being raped by pirates. Instead of actually renting a boat and everything, he could just hold your wrists down with his hands, close one eye and say "Arr".

Mind you, if you tell him about that fantasy, HE'LL be the one gung-ho to rent a boat, and YOU'LL be the one who has to tell him to just close one eye and say "Arr".
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commentator (7942)
2007-04-25 02:42:36
There's a difference between rape and bondage. This is how I look at it. Rape is violation of somebody's basic integrity and rights. Bondage is deprivation of pleasure... the technique is used only to heighten pleasure. And not to hurt or steal someone else's respect. There is a thin line that seperates these two experiences. And often, they can be misunderstood for each other. But once the difference is sensed, there is no looking back.
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BDSMKitten (14478)
2008-07-24 21:17:20
You're normal. =]
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Raymond (16025)
2008-10-31 13:24:33
Contact Me
RayPISTACHIO@AOL.COM

...I'm sure we can arrange something.
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