depressed
my life at the moment as i feel is very depressing and sad. 3 weeks ago i broke up with my boyfriend and broke his heart, it was as if the happier he was getting in the relationship the more misreable i was. at first he was sad and then he started to act like we were still together abd i asked him to stop then he went all emo again and now he hates me, it seems he's tried to delete me from his life even though we see each other everyday. my friends are no help they start rumors about it or mix up my words and turn around and tell him what i "said". so now it seems i have no friends, no one who gives a sh!t about me, ive been very depressed lately, i know it is my fault this is apon me, well some of it anyway, but is it normal to feel as if you now do not have a pourpose anymore? that i walk a life as im invisible and no one cares?
Drop the so called friends who are not trustworthy and go about spreading what you confide with them. They are not worth your time. Find new friends and drop the guilt your ex-boyfriend and others are trying to dump on you.
Relationships begin, flourish, decline and end, it's part of life. It's healthy to have a number of boyfriends over time, not to invest much in any, single person long-term until you are much older. Lower your expectations in the romance department and cheer up.