I like it when it hurts a bit
I'm 18 years old, I discovered when I was with my ex-boyfriend that when he put his fingers inside me, I liked it most when he was stretching¬ me to the point where it was just starting to hurt. since we broke up when ever I masturbate I try to stretch my self as wide open as I can, (god I can't believe I’m going to say this) I can get my whole hand inside p**sy. I’m worried I’m damaging my self, is this normal?