trust

i am with a girl who i met when i moved to leeds, i started work with adecco she was a good looking girl been with the company a while was a bit of a player loved the lads and was very sure of herself then i came along very similer got a lot of attention from the girls i flirted with a lot of them cut a long story short we got it on this was a year ago and we were together for 6 months then i went away beacauase i ust cant trust her to settle down and think she is still a player when she is out she gets abusive and she flirts and loves attention when out says she loves me and that she has changed we both were never saints and beacause the way we met was both from flirtin we dont trust each other i am a settling down type and i get so jealous when she has texts or goes out i am insecure and she thinksshe can have anyone she wants how can we get passed this trust thing and jealousy we have both had our share of relationships we both were never saints i came from a 5 year relationship and she was single for three years but i love her and think she loves me she does show it but i always have this sick sense that something just is not right and beacause i feel that i am always down stressed waiting for her to cheat she has never gave me reason not to trust her just she likes attention i
give it to her but she likes to know she has still got it and it kills how can i just chill out andtrust her and sometimes i wish had never met her cause i wouldnt have to worry about what she is doing when i am not there

Do you think it's normal?

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