SEX WITH FEMALE COUSIN

I am married aged 33 years. Though I am in good terms with my wife, I am not sexually satisfied in her. But I dont want a divorce.

My cousin who is a female is aged 41 years and had been a goddess of sex and attraction for me right from my child hood. Her's was a love marriage, But her husband is an indifferent character.
Now She is attracting me silently occassionally whenever she is alone with me. Infact we got only very few moments. Once she rubbed her hands with mine and on other occassions she tried to give me a chance when lonely in an unfinished building. Her voice was shivering and she was in an odd situation. She tried to take me to lonely dark corners saying one thing or other. But I didn't react the way she wanted it seems?

She is not talking to me freely from that occassion. Now I badly want to sex her or atleast make love with her without others knowing it.

Give me and advice ? Am I normal?

Do you think it's normal?

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