This might sound a little strange, but I am 20, married and very much in love with my husband. He is often gone for long periods of time due to the military. When he is away I masturbate frequently to lesbian porn, or girls with big boobs. It is the only thing that brings me to orgasm. My husband knows about this to some extent, but just says its hot. I have also had an encounter with a woman before and it was nice but, I was unable to orgasm. I am really attracted to men, and I cant picture myself in an actual relationship with a woman. but sexually I find women very attractive. Is this normal??? I always feel so ashamed by this. any help would be great. Thanks
bisexual.
Lots of girls feel that way, and go through that...
but they dont say it.
cuz just like you- they're ashamed.
I think its normal...
we are after all, sexual beings.
I have fantasies and curiosities about other women sometimes myself. Never acted on them (as yet) but I have become aroused in the showers at school a time or two seeing a few of my classmates nude.
Good times.
Tobra