What should I do?
ok so for the last month or so, I've been really depressed but I'm not exactly sure why. At first I kept thinking about suicide. There were a couple times when I acctully cut myself but I didn't really know that I was doing it, like I was in a kind of trance. Lately I've been writing alot of like poetry and, and now my friends continually give me a hard time because all my writing seems to be dark. I really don't want to stop writing though cuz since I started writing I haven't cut or thought of suicide. what should I do?
See a psychiatrist and he will judge whether you need some antidepressants. Don't be afraid or ashamed if you do need, because alot of the time it is not your fault, through either trauma or simply brain chemistry.
It's a phase you're going through and before you know it you'll be listening to Nirvana and Tom McCrae and other depressingly bad musicians.
Snap out of it and masterbate instead.
I'de be depressed too if I was a personification of the word cliché.
For once I want to read a depression story that says something origional like
"I'm totally down and I dont know what to do. Sometimes I want to end it all. Lately I've been braiding my younger sister's hair alot. My younger sister doesn't like it, and now she continually gives me a hard time because I braid her hair too tight and cry into her hair while braiding. I tell her that the tears mean that each braid was filled with love, but she just thinks thats "creepy". I really don't want to stop braiding though because since I started braiding I haven't played hopscotch or thought of suicide. what should I do?"
If you find yourself unable to do this, I would strongly suggest meeting with a therapist who can diagnose your symptoms, and things WILL get better.
Knowledge begets sorrow. Stupid people are generaly happier.
Whether you believe in GOD or not you should read ecclesiastics (in the bible) It was written by king soloman, the wisest man who ever lived. Very depressing, yet true.